By The Numb Grace of God

Thought I wasn't enough

I'm tired of being what you want me to be

Found I wasn't so tough

Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface

Laying on the bathroom floor

Don't know what you're expecting of me

We were living on a fault line

Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

And I felt the fault was all mine

(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)

Couldn't take it anymore

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

By the grace of God

(There was no other way)

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there

I picked myself back up

(I knew I had to stay)

Become so tired, so much more aware

I put one foot in front of the other and I

I'm becoming this, all I want to do

Looked in the mirror and decided to stay

Is be more like me and be less like you

Wasn't gonna let love take me out that way

Can't you see that you're smothering me,

I know I am enough, possible to be loved

Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?

It was not about me

'Cause everything that you thought I would be

Now I have to rise above

Has fallen apart right in front of you.

Let the universe call the bluff

Every step that I take is another mistake to you.

Yeah, the truth will set you free

And every second I waste is more than I can take.

By the grace of God

(There was no other way)

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there

I picked myself back up

(I knew I had to stay)

Become so tired, so much more aware

I put one foot in front of the other and I

I'm becoming this, all I want to do

Looked in the mirror and decided to stay

Is be more like me and be less like you

Wasn't gonna let love take me out that way

And I know

I may end up failing too.

But I know

You were just like me with someone disappointed in you.

By the grace of God

(There was no other way)

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there

I picked myself back up

(I knew I had to stay)

Become so tired, so much more aware

I put one foot in front of the other and I

I'm becoming this, all I want to do

Looked in the mirror and decided to stay

Is be more like me and be less like you

Wasn't gonna let love take me out that way

-A mashup of the wonderful words of Mike and Katy, that couldn't be more perfect